Wednesday, June 5, 2013

Degree works are vampires

Exhaustion is about to reach the extreme point. Grapefruit and orange juice with honey instead of food. Stocked up with stress-killing meds that turn me into a zombie. Otherwise I'd cry and be hysterical all the time.

I desperately need something nice and beautiful, but can't even enjoy jasmine flowers and occasional rain outside: I feel guilty every minute I'm not feeling bad. It's like I don't have the right to enjoy things, because I haven't finished the degree work yet...

Would I ever be able to enjoy a vacation? Will I ever have it? And, even if so - how much will it harm my small chances to become something worthy in this life?

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